Or, as some are known to call it, holy week. I really do not know, what is so holy about it, as I find it utterly depressing at best. Not only do I feel less ready for the finals day after day, I'm also losing the last bits of confidence I have secured over the last year. While I know, or feel, I should study way harder than I do, I lack any kind of moral strenght to do so. Not to mention the fact, that all the bits of information simply appear to be sifting through my head, falling out at no time.
I want to get over with this. It's killing me. The finals AND the college entrances. Just kill me already >.<>
And it's all downhill from here on.
ReplyDeleteWhy, thank you for encouragement :)
ReplyDeleteI hope it's not. College should prove to be quite entertaining, I think, be it natural sciences or medicine.
Intertwined with exams, more exams, work related to your degree, then a job (or a fruitless search thereof), more work, getting yelled at, being taken for granted, then old age sets in, pain, illnesses and finally the sweet release of death.
ReplyDeleteGranted, somewhere along the way you'll get yourself a wife, a nice ol' house, a couple of kids and grandkids, and when you depart this valley of tears, it will be from the middle of a loving family. But it's useful to remind yourself it's bound to be no walk in the park.
Oh well, it's just that I hope my work will be meaningful AND interesting, with the nice little bonus of "I help people" feeling :) Same applies to the study procedures, including the degree, although possibly excluding the exams (which are true to be rather uncomfortable). But oh well, nothing's for free, right? :)
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